Rollin'

Dear Kerby,

"None of us really ever need anything."

This past week was one for emotions. Sunday I begged Brandon to invite his brother over to the dorm room for a few days. Dylan, Brandon's brother, was on spring break this week and asked if he could come visit the dorm room this week. I wanted to know more of Brandon's family so he let me go pick him up.

Monday came and Brandon had a hefty amount of money coming into his life, loans. I do not know exactly what he had to do to get it but it was then in his bank account. What does one do when they encounter money? What do bears do?

On Tuesday I told Brandon that he had been using the word "boyfriend" a lot lately when he was joking/talking about the two of us. This lead to him asking me to be his boyfriend. I greatly accepted. We have been friends since January when this semester, at school, started.

The next morning I was excited to drive all the way to pick up Brandon's brother. Neither of us knew if one or two brothers were coming. Only one ended up coming. The for the next two days we had things planned which takes us a span of a month to do.

First thing was going to the mall after I was done with my morning class. At the mall Brandon let Dylan buy anything he wanted. We went from store to store in search of the right thing. In the middle of being at the mall Brandon blurted out that I could get any thing I wanted. Boy was I confused and shocked. I polled him over to the middle of the mall where the seating was and we talked. At this point he stated that I could get anything I wanted no matter how much it coasted.

After Brandon was done shopping at the mall we left for Best Buy. This is where he bought Dylan an iPhone. After this purchase we went to Target. Another few purchases were made. This time I got some basic colored shirts that I had my eye on. I was a little sad that he spent $8 on 5 shirts. Added up that was a lot of money for shirts I liked a lot but did not necessarily need. This is also when Branon bought himself a new iPod Touch.

Overall, I have yet to accept that I boy friend and that I am in a relationship with a great guy. My searching is over. I just do not know if you see what I see. I love just being able to hold him and feel that magic connection. It normally comes when I say nothing at all.

Brandon trying to look sexy for me.

Talk to you later, Bluelaugh